Saturday, February 3, 2018

Oh my.

Oh my has it been a long time again since I posted. I'm sorry. I was scared to let you know the news: I won't be continuing the story I've started. I tried. I wrote 35k words (or so) and it just... didn't feel like the right thing to do anymore.

And it also feel apart.

I know it's a first draft but I don't truly feel like continuing it either way. I'm sorry I didn't let you know earlier. I know this sucks a bit and a few of you liked the story but that's how it's going to be. I need to prioritize my mental health at the moment. (Yes - where did that thought come from?) It came from another meltdown, me quitting my toxic job, then trying to write yet another book (40k words in!) that also failed, and now just being unhappy with my life.

It's ok. It'll pass. But I'll have to give up some of the projects I recently started. That's also ok. It just means there won't be updates on Riz's story. (There haven't been anyway...)

I'd like to post more during the week but find I have little to say. I have no advice to give at this moment and I don't want to waste space by... spamming you guys with nothing useful.

I'd make a post about what I learned trying to write Riz's story but am not sure what I learned (except that I'm a bit of a flake but that's common knowledge). However. Let's see if I can come up with anything useful and update this blog again shortly.

Again. Please forgive me. This story just wasn't mine to write.

As always - I hope your day is going well and cheers to you!